Bale 3 araw na inaatake yung nanay ko ng hika niya, nakakatakot nga eh, para bang kung saan niya hinuhugot yung hininga niya. Ang panget kase ng panahon ngayon, napakainit sa maghapon tapos biglang uulan sa gabi. Alam mo na, malawakang epekto ng global warming.

Eh, ayun nga, sana gumaling na si mommy. Ayokong nagkakasakit siya eh, nalulungkot ako. Palage kong sinasabe sa kanya, siya na lang ang meron kame ni Carlo kaya dapat palage siyang malakas, mahal na mahal namin yan eh.

random stuff I had realized lately:

• PMS is a bitch
• Carlo said I've been so mataray these past days
• no matter how I shield myself, I am still capable of mini-heartbreaks
• I blabber/tweet a lot when I feel extreme emotions
• at some point, I know I just have to stop
• and assess myself what I really want
• I listen a lot to Adele
• pushing people away is my expertise
• I lack strategic planning in playing Monopoly or any game for that matter
• it's hard to fight the urge to click on the unfollow/block button
• but hey, I am trying my best not to
• and then it kind of hit me, I am still considerate after all
• I have a lot of  should've sent messages in my draft box
• and I intend to keep them for the time being
• my likeness for someone is like a canned good --it has a shelf life
• also, I do not like confrontations about feelings
• I'm a coward, like that
• I wanna watch Alladin again
• I have an album art made for a mixtape but I still don't have songs for it
• in times like these, I miss my friends irl
• I wish I could just teleport to them
• and maybe break my 2 year alcohol sobriety 
• I feel like I am obliged to greet the birthday celebrant/s I see on fb
• do you also feel the same way?
• it's been 3 mos since I joined getglue but I haven't received any stickers yet
• where have all my stickers gone? 
• I love Sergio Mendes' Bridges and Rainbows End
• it brings back certain mem'ries that I wanna go back to
• my thoughts are really scattered that is why I opted to do bullets
• you see what I did durr? :P

You've been warned

Lately, I’ve been having a hard time dealing with my emotions. My mood swings are terrible. I blame my fucked up hormones and the medicines I am taking. Also, I know this is my PMS week that is why.

BRB, smothering my face with Nutella for teh happiez.